3.11.2010

Searching A Goal That You Can't Define

Enthusiasm seems to be drained at the moment. I feel as if I'm surrounded by negativity. I always try to live my life positively and try not to get dragged down but lately it has been hard. Yesterday I was able to snag the first season of The O.C for only $22 so that was a positive. I also find myself becoming more and more obsessed by fashion, even though I'm not the most educated fashion follower. I'm starting to wonder if music really is for me. I love it but I have less enthusiasm for it everyday. My life seems like a bit of a mess at the moment, I don't know what I want or how to break out of this rut that I am in.

Tomorrow is Friday thank goodness! Next week I want to change things up a bit. It's hard with routine and responsibilities that I have to stick to but I need to desperately make things more interesting. Scouring the internet for fashion photography for inspiration helps lift my spirits but I feel as if I need change now.

I want to be interesting, bold and happy...

6 comments:

  1. Go somewhere new next week. Somewhere you've NEVER BEEN BEFORE! :o

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  2. Come on an adventure with me! Where haven't we been?

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  3. mmm if you want a change you should dye your hair with me, and noise rings :D i <3 u
    Elissa
    xoxx

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  4. Hell yes! You know I'm scared though. :P lol

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  5. Don't pierce places you will regret later in life...My advice (for what is is worth!!!) study photography - you love it!

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  6. :) Thanks. Yeah photography is great. I think next year I will start weighing up my options.

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